Not bulletproof

Urgh, I'm so annoyed. I had so much I wanted to get done this past weekend, not least of which was finish my larp for Festival, but I got food poisoning in the early evening on Saturday and it laid me out until the end of Sunday. I got almost nothing done, because I couldn't focus, got no sleep, and then spent the rest of the next day making up for it. I'm so pissed at myself.

I get sick so rarely, at least the kind of sick that lays me out. I haven't had a cold in years. My stomach is kind of delicate, but usually I can either put up with it, or else throw up and feel better. I'm good at pushing through and doing what I have to in order to take care of it. I super hate when I can't do that.

I take really good care of myself, partially to make myself resistant to health issues getting in my way. I like to be tough, strong, resilient. I dream of being a superhero who can do anything and is invulnerable. I hate reminders of how that's impossible.