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While we saw a lot of fun stuff on our trip to London at the beginning of March, the biggest reason we went was to see a production of Much Ado About Nothing starring Hayley Atwell and Tom Hiddleston, and I am delighted to say it alone was worth the trip.



It was in the Royal Theatre Drury Lane in the West End, one of the oldest and most historic theaters in the area. It was a beautiful building, full of artifacts from past shows and paintings and sculptures of great theater artists and depictions of plays. There was a grand stair on each side, called the King’s Way and the Prince’s Way, a relic from when George III and the Prince Regent couldn’t stand each other, and wanted a way to attend on the same nights without having to run into each other. 😆

The show itself was, of course, very professionally done, not with particularly complicated staging or properties but executed to perfection. The only set was a few chairs and sometimes a table, along with a giant heart balloon lowered from the fly system. The stage floor was covered with pink ticker tape, which floated in light showers throughout, and poured down in a deluge at particular dramatic moments. The lighting was expertly designed, used to visually shorten and lengthen the rear of the stage depending on the scene, and beautifully bouncing off the smoke and ticker tape. While I love the scrappier, DIY-type fringe theater I see more often, it’s really nice to see high-budget, high-skill execution like this once in a while.



The script was cut down interestingly, in a way that basically worked. Dogberry and the citizen-police were cut entirely, but since they went with an overall silly take on all the action and the characters, I honestly didn’t really miss them. The only thing that felt a little off about it was that Don John end up kind of disappearing from the narrative in a way that felt like a dangling thread. Still, it made things tighter and move faster, and I was constantly laughing and not bored for a moment.

As I said, the overall vibe was very light, silly, and glitzy. They played up the ridiculousness of all the characters, even Beatrice and Benedick, and had lots of singing and dancing interludes. Many of the transitions between scenes were done by having the actor playing Margaret sing a pop song while the rest of the cast danced behind her. It was fun and energetic, and I enjoyed that it wasn’t taking itself very seriously, including by letting the dancing, while choreographed, have the vibe of people having fun at a wedding rather than like some intense musical theater style number.

The only bit that I thought was a little dumb I ended up forgiving because it made me laugh. There’s a bit in the script where it refers to the leads having pictures of each other… and the way they chose to represent those pictures was with life-size cardboard standees of Captain Carter and Loki. Definitely dumb, definitely fan service, definitely kind of an eye roller. But hell, I crossed an ocean because I wanted to see Loki and Peggy Carter in a play together, so I guess I can’t criticize.

The cast was great across the board, particularly the gender-non-conforming actor they had playing Margaret. But both Hiddleston and Atwell were as wonderful as I hoped they’d be. They both did an excellent job of balancing the general silliness of the piece with bringing real humanity to their roles. Their facility with Shakespeare was clear. Hiddleston is classically trained and I believe was primarily a stage actor before Marvel discovered him, and he makes the lines sound as natural as breathing. Atwell was a blast to watch, sassy, smart, tough, and vulnerable all at once. Her reading of “EAT HIS HEART IN THE MARKETPLACE” made me whoop. They were totally game for the intense and often ridiculous blocking, be it the dancing, mugging, or romance.

And I have to say, my OTP may pair Hayley with my boy Chris, but her and Tom did make for a very sexy couple. She is a gorgeous woman— interestingly leaner here than I remember from the Captain America films —with a fabulous voice and an athletic, energetic presence that just radiates personality. And I thought he was scorching hot; even as a longtime Marvel fan, it took me a little while to see his particular appeal, but I think if I hadn’t gotten there already his presence here would have sold me. He is so tall and lean, with a long-limbed precision of movement that went from comedic looseness to sharp sexiness with ease. And he is STILL in Marvel shape— he had a moment where he unbuttoned his shirt to show a set of pecs and abs that punched all the way to the balcony. (Yeah, there was probably some makeup involved, but still!) Plus that silky baritone voice is made for Shakespeare. It’s clear why Branagh wanted him for the first Thor movie.



So I had a wonderful time. It was one of the more fun theatrical experiences I’ve had, funny and exciting and not dull for a moment. Even if we hadn’t enjoyed anything else on our London trip (which we definitely did) this show would have made it worth it for me.
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I don’t read a lot of fan fiction anymore. That sounds funny, since I still do write a fair bit, at least when I can find the time. But while I enjoy reading fic in theory, in practice it’s pretty tough to find the sort of thing that suits my taste. I have a fairly low tolerance for work I don’t consider to have good writing, and a strong if not overwhelming taste for things that fit into or continue on with established canon. What draws me to fan fiction has always been a desire for more of the story and characters I have come to love, so I’m not super interested in stuff that doesn’t build off of that. I think most fic writers prefer to play with and change things, at least based on what I’ve observed, so while there definitely is some of my preferred style out there, it’s often really difficult to sift out of the vast sea of alternate universes, what if scenarios, and outright garbage. I’m really just too busy these days to spend a lot of time digging, so the result is I just don’t read much fic anymore.

But every now and then, I get lucky, and come across something that ticks all the boxes. And it really is a special experience. For me this recently happened with a Fleabag story called “Parables of Peace” by a writer called Pennyante on AO3. I wasn’t particularly looking for Fleabag fic, but this came from a random recommendation I saw online that used the magic words— “like a third season of the show.” And to my delight, it actually was.

It really does capture the voice of the show, and meaningfully iterates on a characters in a way that feels true to them. It may be a bit less focused on the comedy/satire elements of the original, but that’s really the only thing. They way the central figures and relationship are explored and evolved is beautifully, authentically done. It was such an unexpected pleasure to find something like this, since it doesn’t happen very often. Definitely recommend it if you liked the Fleabag show.
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Last night I caught my stat counter when it reached 100,000 hits, which is a pretty exciting milestone. It's not anything crazy; as you can see I've had a profile on AO3 since near the beginning of the site, and I've got things posted that I wrote back in the early 2000's, so it's taken me quite a long time to get to this point. But I've written some good stuff, stories I'm very proud of. And honestly nearly half of those hits are on one piece, which far and away is the most popular thing I've ever written. I try not to base my esteem on my own work by how many people read it, but looking at this makes me feel good. I'm glad there are those out there who have enjoyed reading my stories.

Teammates

Mar. 16th, 2023 08:37 pm
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In the seven and a half years Bernie and I were in a long-distance relationship, we managed the challenges of it pretty well. While we missed each other, we maintained an emotional closeness that lasted even though the physical separation. It wasn’t ideal, but it was… okay. Even so, when we were able to finally able to live together this past September, it was a huge improvement for both our our daily lives.

The one thing we struggled with was the inability to materially support each other in the day to day. It meant we couldn’t do much for each other if one of us needed help with something practical. So now, it’s a revelation to be able to actually take life burdens off of each other’s shoulders. When one is busy, the other can pick up the slack with making dinner or running the errands. If one’s sick or not feeling well, the other can take care of them. And just normal divisions of labor are possible, where one of us can handle the stuff the other isn’t good at or doesn’t like. The difference has been huge.

The past few weeks have been rough for both of us in various ways; tons to do at work, plus some minor health issues. But we’ve done a good job trading off picking up the slack for each other. Made it all just a bit easier to deal with. I can’t say how grateful I am to be able to work as a team these days.
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I am deeply enjoying the Libby app. Liz Salazar pointed out to me that you can use your Boston Public Library card to get access to reciprocal library networks, which I have now done for as many places as would let me. That combined with requesting a card for my dad’s address, I now have NINE LIBRARIES I CAN BORROW BOOKS FROM. I am ridiculously delighted.

I still can’t get over what a well-designed app Libby is. It’s easy to use and the interface is really attractive and intuitive. If you’re not on it, I highly recommend it, and in doing the trick to maximize your library access. The fact that I can put myself on the waitlist for a book I want from multiple institutions is wonderful. I’ve already been able to get MANY books I couldn’t find in the libraries I originally had cards for. Lately I’ve been trying to have a written book and an audiobook going at all times, one so I can physically read and one to listen to as I go about my day, and all these cards in Libby have been great for that. I’ve blazed through the first three Rivers of London books, an urban fantasy series that Matt Kamm recommended to me years ago and it finally struck me to dug into. They’ve been my audiobooks because the narrator, Kobna Holdbrook-Smith, is so excellent, capturing the characters while doing all the regional accents.

I’ve run into a bit of a snag, since the fourth book in the series has a waitlist at all the institutions that have it. It’s also not on Hoopla, which is disappointing. And apparently only ONE of my nine libraries has Ruth Goodman’s How to Be a Victorian, which got taken away at the end of the borrowing period before I had finished it. But it only makes me want to have MORE LIBRARY CARDS, until I can have all the books I wanted!
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It’s been about two weeks since a couple of major life changes went into effect— Bernie and I moved into together into a new place we’re renting in Newton, and I started my new job as a full-time instructor at Lesley University.

These changes were very, very welcome for me; I’ve been feeling a bit stuck in place in these aspects of my life for a while now, so I’m delighted to have made these big forwards steps. Bernie and I finally got to end our seven-year period of long distance, and I really love being in our new place. It feels like a weight’s off me being in a home that feels like ours. Having roommates was tough on me, and Bernie and I getting to be together in the day to day and do things are own way is something I’ve been dreaming of for a long time. It might just be the excitement of the new and fresh right now, but I think this is going to make for a serious improvement in my everyday mental health.

I’ve also, basically at the same time, begun a new position at my longtime employer Lesley as a full-time faculty instructor instead of just an adjunct. This is a really big career step forward for me, so I’m very happy of the opportunity. If you know anything about the current state of academia, you know that full-time teaching posts have become harder and harder to come by, with most of the teaching load filled with part-time adjuncts that are not well-compensated. Getting to move up in an institution from adjunct to full-timer is a pretty big deal, especially with how competitive the market is. Considering more and more if not most faculty have PhDs now, I’m pretty proud of the fact that my accomplishments were sufficient to be hired even though I only have an MFA. It’s more money than I’ve ever made too, and while I’ve for many years held multiple part-time jobs, this is the first real salaried full-time position I’ve ever had.

Setting up a new house and starting a new job all at once, however, is a LOT. The house is coming together, but it’s been slow going, especially since we don’t have quite enough furniture for it. And I really love the place, but it’s definitely nicer than our stuff is! Still, I don’t want to just buy a bunch of things before I’m sure what we really want to live with. I haven’t even begun to work out my office, and the kitchen is only fifty percent of truly functional, so there’s still a lot left to figure out.

And the job is a lot as well. I have a large mentoring component in addition to my classes. I really appreciate not having to drive between multiple schools, but a very high level of student support outside of class is an explicit part of my position. I’m still figuring out what my days are going to look like, what the most effective student support strategies are, and how best to manage my time. I’m supposed to help with passing and retention rates, which is kind of a tall order, but if I do well, there’s a chance my currently-one-year-appointment could be made permanent.

All this means I’ve been busy enough that I’ve done basically no creative work since September started. It feels really strange, but I’m trying to just be okay with it. I think I need to prioritize building the new shape of my life right now, since laying those foundations well will put me in a better position later. And I really don’t want to burn myself out, seeing as these life and work chores simply have to get done. Bernie and I already decided we’re not having a live Hawking performance at Arisia this year, only sending our filmed recordings and maybe a Q&A if they want it, and with both of us in new jobs and the move it becomes even clearer it was the right decision.

So, good things have happened! Though they are a lot of work. :-D
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Now that everything has been arranged, I have some good news to share! Bernie has gotten a job in the Boston area, so this September, we are moving into a place we’re renting together after seven years long distance. I’m so happy and can’t wait to be together in our new house.

It’s really strange to think of having our own place. I have lived in my current house for eleven years this past June. It was called Illyria, as was the custom among the members of Hold Thy Peace to give their places Shakespearean names— my wifi network still uses it. I stuck here for as long as I did, outlasting many rounds of roommates, not because I adored the place, or even because I deeply wanted to, but because it suited my needs better than pretty much any other place I could afford.

I confess, I do genuinely love my bedroom. It’s the place that has felt the safest and most my own even in my worst moments. It was Home Depot orange when I first moved in, but I painted it a bright blue called Hundred Acre Sky. It’s spacious and comfortable, with plenty of light, lots of storage, and a small office space off to one side of it I have used for countless costuming and craft projects. This storage, this safety, this space of my own has enabled me to do so many things intrinsic to my creative outlets that are my most important pursuits. I can store all the stuff I need to do the work. I can put the bed against the wall and make a green screen studio. I can hide away from the world to think and dream.

The other special feature is the kitchen. The large, open blue-and-white space is the second thing that has kept me here as long as I have. I love to cook, and the spacious countertops made for ideal workspaces while the many cabinets housed my large collection of All-Clad cookware. It’s helped me to entertain in the way that gives me the most joy, cooking lots of food for large groups, and giving them a comfortable space in which to enjoy it.

Because I’ve been here so long, the place is “mine” in a sense. Most of the common furniture is mine, and I set certain ways of doing things just because they were like that when new folks moved in. But one of the things I’ve been most looking forward to is feeling like I can use the space without imposing, because I’ll be sharing it with my life partner. Also, I won’t have to be living on top of all my theater stuff. It will have its own space where it is not necessarily the same place as I feel most comfortable spending my time in. That will be a huge mental ease on me, and I’m really excited for it.

Not to mention the fact that Bernie and I can start our lives together in a way we’ve never been able to before. We’ve been together since 2013, but we’ve been long distance for the last seven years. I’ve missed him so much, and though it’s been basically okay, I’m so looking forward to spending our days with each other, and to get to work together as a team every day.
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After a four-month hiatus, I finished a chapter of my fan fic series! I didn’t mean to take so long. But I was in an intensive production cycle, and I just didn’t have much time or bandwidth left over for working on fic.

Additionally, for some reason, I was struggling with the part of the conversation I was working on for that part of the story. It was supposed to be Howard Stark confessing to some ways he’d recently been acting out as a reaction to some problems he’s going through, and Steve trying to balance his disappointment in Howard’s actions with trying to be nonjudgmental and supportive. The levels of vulnerability, defensiveness, compassion, and self-righteousness just weren’t coming out right.

But lately I’ve been in a quiet period and I missed it, so I was determined to buckle down and work my way through it. It’s taken me a couple of weeks— for some reason I just couldn’t seem to get it right! I couldn’t have figured it out without Bernie’s input. He doesn’t really work with me on my fan fic like he does my other writing just because I do it as a silly side thing on my own time, but he does consult for me now and then. And given his feedback helped me solve this, it reminds me what we make is always better when we work on it together. But this means I’ve finally cracked it, and with some editing I was very pleased with the result. I published the new chapter today.

This story isn’t the most popular I’ve written in the series. It’s a very… middle-aged kind of story, I like to joke. It’s about Steve and Howard Stark in middle age dealing with their odd friendship in the midst of some slightly old-fashioned masculine crises in the 1960s. It’s not the sort of thing your average fan fic reader is drawn to, so it doesn’t get as many hits as other parts of the series have. But I’ve enjoyed writing it a lot, and I’m proud of what I’ve made. So I’m super happy to have worked through my difficulties and continued it in the manner I believe it deserves!
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I mentioned that Bernie and I had entered a screenwriting competition, with a prize of free entry into a writer development program where you work with executives who have a possibility of signing you to their management roster. When we made it to the top fifty with our script, the next step was to make a three-minute video pitch for the story.

Bernie and I worked really hard on it, shaving it down to the most essential and evocative points, and even edited in some choice shots from the proof of concept footage. I am happy to say that on the strength of the pitch, we made it to the top twenty! It's really encouraging, if for no other reason that we got some validation on the most recent version of the Hawking pilot, as well as our ability to put together a tight compelling pitch.

The next stage is a live fifteen minute interview-- presumably to prove that we're not weirdos and would not be objectionable to work with. I have no idea if we've got a good shot of winning. But I would like to have the chance to meet more industry people with the possibility of impressing them. I want to believe that our work has the goods; I think we just need to meet the right person. This would provide a chance to make that connection, so I've got my fingers crossed.

Better start practicing not being a weirdo.
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I am pleased that my work to make book reading a habit again continues on well. I've been enjoying getting back into classic British mysteries, specifically Agatha Christie and Dorothy L. Sayers. Years ago I read several of Christie's plays, and I did pick up Murder on the Orient Express and Murder in Three Acts at some point. When I was a kid I read Sayers's Murder Must Advertise and at least one other. But this is my first time really diving into both of their considerable bodies of work. I have very much enjoyed the Interwar settings-- so many of my favorite writers write from a position of the trauma of World War I, and I really like that Lord Peter, for all his flippancy, suffers from honest-to-God PTSD flashbacks. And I've always loved a twisty mystery to unravel. It's been great fun following Hercule Poirot, Lord Peter Wimsey, and Jane Marple through libraries and along the River Nile and across the moors of England. At some point I should expand my horizons and endeavor to take in a larger subsection of written art than that of upperclass English folks personally offended by World War I, but right now I'm just enjoying letting books be fun rather than work again. Death on the Nile was truly thrilling-- I especially can't wait to see the next Kenneth Branagh film adaptation, since I loved his take on Orient Express.

I've also let myself start listening to audio books. I am maintaining my rule of reading from an actual written book at least ten minutes every day, in order to continue building back the skill. But I avoided audio books for years because I didn't want to let myself use them as an excuse not to work on my reading. Now that I've reasonably built up the habit, I'm enjoying having them to listen to as I go about my day. There's a special joy in a particularly good reader. I loved listening to David Suchet, the most famous actor to play Poirot, but honestly I was even more impressed by Dan Stephens's rendition. He's the guy that played Matthew Crawley on Downton Abbey, and he created a dozen different characters and nailed every accent. Ian Carmichael, famous as Lord Peter Wimsey, does a great job with the Sayers books too. Some of these I've found uploaded to Youtube, but I recently started using the Libby app and am really impressed with it.

As far as I understand it, Libby allows you to access and borrow the digital resources offered by your library. You can borrow ebooks and audio books that are available, and place ones that are checked out on hold, which the app will automatically borrow for you when it's your turn on the waitlist. It's really clear and easy to use, and it's really invigorated my excitement about libraries. I highly recommend it if you've got a library card and would like to borrow digital resources on your phone. I got a Miss Marple, Murder in the Library, read by Stephanie Cole of the wonderful "Cabin Pressure" audio comedy, and she is truly delightful!

While I'm not exactly reading fast, I'm reading so much more than I have been in years it feels like I am. I feel shockingly expansive, like I can read ALL THE BOOKS, rather than thinking with despair that I'll never get to all the books I would like to have read. It's a lovely feeling, and one I thought I would never have.

I think I'll move on to Georges Simenon, when I can get a hold of one when my library gets it back in. I shall enjoy my mysteries while I can!
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It struck me this week that I've been writing more prolifically in the last twelve months than I think I ever have. I've been pretty consistently productive since graduating with my MFA, which was instrumental in helping me develop the process by which I generate written work. I've written at least two major works a year since then, usually with a few smaller ones along the way, but I've outdone myself recently.

Between May 2018 and now, I have completed the following:

- Mrs. Frost, a full-length play, the sixth installment of the Mrs. Hawking play series
- Dad Body, a short story, a fan fiction for Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse
- Don't Panic, a ten-minute play, banged together for Theatre@First's most recent charity 24-hour play festival
- Mrs. Hudson Investigates, an audio drama, to be performed this summer as part of PMRP's Summer Mystery Theater this July
- Adonis, a 43,000-word novel, expanded from the screenplay of the same as a full first draft

I also started another fan fic, As Long as He Needs, focusing on Captain America at the end of Avengers: Endgame. I'm only a few chapters in, but I'm excited about it and making great progress. I estimate it will end up novella-length, at about 11,000 words. I've written a lot more fan fic in the last few years, which I always worry isn't a great use of my time. But given I've gotten so much else done, I guess it hasn't gotten in the way of my original work. And I get a real boost of the instant feedback I get watching the hit count go up as people read it. Plus sometimes you get a nice comment or favorite.

I'm really proud of myself. I've accomplished a lot of work, and made a bunch of really good things— on top of directing two rounds of shows and a short film. And I'm about to have the first light period this summer in like two years, so I'll have even more time to write. I'm planning on editing the Adonis novel, as well as writing the next Mrs. Hawking play. I really hope I can keep up this momentum and make more good work.
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This is my one weekend between the end of Mrs. Hawking parts III and IV at Arisia 2018, and before I have classes to plan for Lesley's spring semester. Which means I am taking the opportunity to put my house, my affairs, and my life back in order while I have half a chance.

I have completed probably the most challenging and honestly satisfying period of my life. I taught three classes, worked part time at a writing position at Evil Overlord that I love, and put on the strongest program of Mrs. Hawking shows I've ever done. I'm enormously pleased and proud of myself. It was a lot of work, but I did very well! And I'm not even as exhausted as I expected to be; thought I still came down with a cold immediately after, maybe I managed to take better care of myself this time around. And I had such wonderful help from cast, crew, and lovely friends. Thank God for them.

But a lot of things have fallen by the wayside in the meantime. Non-work and non-project chores have been shoved aside, and my house is always a disaster of props and costumes in the immediate show aftermath. But I am taking this weekend where I have no shows and no classes that require work to address it. I'm trying to get my practical stuff back in order. And I'm struggling a bit as OF COURSE we had MORE STUFF for this round of shows than we've ever had, so storage is beginning to become a problem. A round of culling is certainly in order— any costumes from my collection that don't have potential for Mrs. Hawking shows have to be seriously reconsidered.

I did good. I feel good about it. But alas, things don't wait for me while I'm off conquering the world.
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So I had a really cool development happen recently! I was recently offered the opportunity to join the team at Evil Overlord Games to help out as they work to meet the release deadline for their first game!

Evil Overlord is a game startup company working on an urban fantasy interactive fiction browser game called Susurrus. The head writer, Tory Root, is someone who I have known and larped with for years now, so the high quality of her game writing has long been known to me. First she offered me the chance to do some freelance writing for the project, but then I accepted a part-time position to come onboard to help her, both with content generation as well as with wrangling the other freelancers, gathering their work and making sure they meet ther deadlines.

This is super exciting for me. It means WRITING PROFESSIONALLY, which is a total dream. It has to be part time because of the teaching commitments I made to Lesley, but I am so happy to have this chance. Plus it's a validation of all the time and effort I've put into game writing over the years, that it honed my craft to the point where someone had faith in my abilities to hire me for it.

I've only just begun, but I am determined to do a good job. Wish me luck!
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I got good feedback from my entry of my TV pilot Hood into this year's BlueCat Screenwriting Competition! It was the best kind, because the good stuff was very complimentary, and the critiques were both minor and actually insightful and useful, worth incorporating into an edit of the piece.

My report from my reader:

"What did you like about this script?

This was an extremely original take on the familiar Robin Hood tale. Updating it and setting it up as a corporate thriller made it different and exciting. There was almost non-stop action, though not only of the explosive kind. I particularly liked the elevator scene.

We saw a lot of backstory and character development in just this one episode. Plus, a lot of things were set in motion. Who is attacking Locksley Materials? Why don’t John and his mother want authorities snooping around? How will Robin get his reputation back and avoid the authorities? The pilot has a lot of momentum.

I also loved the characters and thought it was wise to update them as well… like turning Will Scarlet into female hacker Scarlet or making “Maid” Marian Latina. They were very believable and consistent.

You also did a good job of revealing things in a timely manner, letting the mystery unfold organically. Your dialogue was generally great and you wove your exposition into the story well, like when Marian expresses doubts about Robin by telling a story from their college days together on page 35.

I would love to see more of this show, since there are many tantalizing plot threads left up in the air.

What do you think needs work?

There were a few minor things that could be clarified to make this script even better. For example, I know Robin was desperate but he really thought that going off a bridge would be preferable to getting arrested? Maybe he’s not in the best state of mind, but I was surprised he chose to do that. Now, if someone drove him off the road, I could believe it a bit more.

Also, while Scarlet and Marian were wonderful characters, it might help to emphasize why they want to help Robin find the truth. It’s mentioned a few times that Robin helped Scarlet get to where she is, but it’s still a huge leap for her to risk her livelihood for him. Their banter does show that they’re friends, but are they so close she’d take a chance getting fired or arrested? Likewise, Marian seems to have doubts about Robin but is also suspicious that something else is going on. Her thirst for the truth needs to be so powerful that it overcomes her doubts about Robin and her worries for her job. I know her mom seemed to be affected so maybe playing that up a little would further show the audience why she’s willing to risk the career she worked so hard for."

It would really make me happy if I placed in this. Adonis made it into the top ten percent of BlueCat back in 2015, and it's a reputable contest. It's a nice thing to be able to attach to a project when you're pitching it, so it would be great if Hood could progress.
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Oh, wow. I was going to complain about how little I wish to do actual work today, as I would much rather work on my exegesis of Who Framed Roger Rabbit, which I've been chipping away at here and there for several months now. But I just got some statistical information about the student evaluations handed in for my three classes last semester. I averaged above a four out of five for all values my students could assess me on, which means they thought I did a good job-- a very good job, even. And I got contacted by the very nice humanities division director, who is not usually the person who reaches out to me about class availability, to ask me if I would take on some classes this fall. I'm not sure, but it felt kind of like there was specific desire to retain me, when usually I express my interest in being hired for classes if there any available. That is validating.

I am not a natural teacher; I wouldn't say I have much talent for it. I probably would not have characterized myself as a very good one. Decent, solid, perhaps, but not good. But I've been trying very hard to do a good job, and it pleases me to see that it's paid off in students who feel I did right by then, and said so to the school when asked about it. And hey, I have at least a couple classes nailed down for the fall already, with the possibility of more, so I don't have to stress out about that.

Guess I can't slack off now. Looks what I've been doing has been working.

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Last year I started a practice where whenever something good happens, I write it down and put it aside to look at on New Years. 2016 was an awful year, and honestly I expect 2017 to be worse, but in the interest of practicing gratitude and not getting bogged down in negativity, it's good to focus on good things too.

I notice a lot of this stuff is similar to last year-- it's clear what sort of thing I consider to be a success --which at first glance made me feel like I didn't make much progress. But it actually shows small steps forward, such as breaking into screenwriting and improving my day job situation. And small steps build up, right? So focusing on the fact that I did show forward growth is good for me.

1. Mrs. Hawking and Vivat Regina were performed at Arisia 2016 to an audience of over 400
2. Mrs. Hawking and Vivat Regina were performed again at Watch City Steampunk Festival 2016 to an audience of about 150
3. Vivat Regina and Base Instruments were accepted for performance at Arisia 2017
4. Vivat Regina and Base Instruments were accepted for performance at Watch City Steampunk Festival 2017
5. Started a relationship with one television executive who thinks my work is worth showing around
6. Lesley rehired me for both spring and fall semesters, with more classes and a higher rate each time
7. Base Instruments had a public staged reading with Bare Bones
8. I wrote a new television pilot, Hood, that has gotten some good response
9. I completed 31 Plays in 31 Days for the fifth time
10. I got Hood requested for reading three times
11. I found an acne treatment that worked for me and my skin looks clear
12. Most of the Hawking cast returned for the third round in a row
13. Even with the departure of my old friend, I was able to find a great actress to play Mrs. Hawking
14. Started a relationship with a second television executive who thinks my work is worth showing around
15. I made more money this year than I did last year
16. Bernie got a new job
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This past week, Bernie accepted a job with the patent office in Alexandria, VA. It's a pretty good position, with a good salary and great benefits, as well as a lot of flexibility and room for advancement. It'll be so great for him to really get his life going, which job searching has kind of put on hold since he graduated. It's not exactly what he wants to do long term, but it's a good move for now and I'm really proud of him.

But while it's definitely a good thing, I'm still a little sad because it means that Bernie and I are going to be separated for at least another year. I was started to get hopeful that he might be able to move back into the area by the point my lease was up and we'd be able to get a place together.

It's not the end of the world. Our relationship has been uniformly strong through all the last few years apart and I'm not worried about that part. As we also discussed, if something else he applied for (he's more interested in lab work or something a little more directly doing science) happens to get back to him with a perfect offer in New England, there wouldn't be much barrier to him taking it. And a year isn't that bad, especially if he's starting to make money, build his resume, and start really putting together his own life.

So this is definitely good news and a step in the right direction. It's just not perfect news, but then again, that's life. I'm grateful for the improvement.
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I really like compliments. I love getting them, of course. I want them all day long, about everything; one year I even asked for them for my birthday. (I'd do it again if I didn't hate drawing attention to my aging!) But I also really like giving them. They cost nothing and they make people really happy if you do them right, so they make lovely little gestures of esteem that can really change someone's day. It's amazing how such a small, easy thing can have such a great effect.

I think I'm pretty good at giving them, too. The trick, I find, is to make them specific. Don't just say general nice things, like, "Good job." Take the time to notice particular things that are well done or worthy of appreciation about the person. When I come up to a person after seeing them in a show, I don't like to say, "You were great!" I like to say, "I loved the expression on your face in that one moment," or "My favorite part was the way you interacted with your scene partner in [scene]." Or if somebody wrote something, I mention "I loved the way you phrased that," or "That characterization really rang true to me."

It shows that you were really paying attention and put some thought into what they did. Because if your interest was captured enough to notice particularities, it speaks to meaning and significance of their efforts. And it's harder to fake-- anybody can say you did a good job even if they didn't even pay attention to it, but mentioning the quality of specifics is something that required you actually focusing on it and caring about it. For people who aren't confident and inclined to worry that people are just being kind rather than voicing genuine approval, it helps reassure them that the compliment is sincere. I find even people without that problem people enjoy getting that kind of compliment the most, so I try hard to find particulars I enjoy in order to make the ways they excel are really appreciated.
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So earlier this week, I got a very encouraging email from my producer contact! Bernie and I sent her our Hood pilot at the beginning of the month, and she read it right away and gave a very positive response! She not only really likes it, she thinks it has potential in the current market. I am ridiculously pleased, as our effort was to create something solid that was specifically commercial, and it looks like she thinks we succeeded. I am particularly encouraged by the fact that she told us she's sharing it around with colleagues; the more eyes on it, the more people can get behind it.

She asked us to write a show bible for it as our next step. That's our next important project, with the intention of getting it to her in the next two weeks. That means I'll be prioritizing that over scene generation until it's finished, so I may not have time to focus on new scenes. Of course I'll still be writing, so I'll just post Hood scenes that were an equivalent amount of work in its place.

Like today, I have focused myself on getting a good start into the bible. So I'm posting this scene of Robin and John from around the midpoint of the story. It takes place after all the Hood scenes posted up to this point except for Day #3 - Rich Boy Out of Water, which it comes a little bit before.

Day #21 - Run )

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