Shot

I don't know what wrong with me recently. I have had minimal motivation or energy for anything. I was sick for a while and was blaming it on that, but now that I've recovered I don't know what's up. I've been having a hell of a time getting my head into anything, whether work, projects, or play, which keeps leaving me scrambling at the last minute to get things done. I hate when that happens, especially given that I chose to give up procrastination for Lent. Looks like I'm already doing a terrible job of it.

I want to sleep a lot. I've been sleeping longer than usual lately. In recent years I've struggled a lot with focus, but it's been ridiculous in the last few weeks. It usually manifests in me having a hard time getting into everything without some spark of interest, and that spark has been dead for pretty much everything. I don't know what wrong with me. My ability to buckle down is even more shot than usual.

I really hope I perk up when I'm at Intercon. It's one of my favorite weekends of the year, but right now I just feel meh. I really hope I'm able to enjoy it. Of course, that means I've got to get all this grading done around it. I don't want to worry about it over the weekend.