*Shudder*

Busy, busy day. My classes are done, but this evening will be packed. I had a meeting to help figure out if I should be writing a senior essay or a thesis (shudder), then later I'm off to a meeting of the King Lear production staff (I'm not actually on it, but as the treasurer of Hold Thy Peace I've got some relevant information), then to Lear callbacks, then a meeting of my internship. I am not all that into dealing with all this stuff right now, but I just need to get through it. I'd like to get to BSCF for a bit afterwards, but I don't know if I'll have the time. Too bad, it would be a good way to decompress afterward.
 
And I'm thinking I'm really going to need that decompression. It looks like I may not only have to write a senior essay, I may have to write it this semester. That TERRIFIES me. But I'm not sure what I want to do after graduation, and I want to keep my options open. One such option is grad school. And if I want the option of applying to grad school, I'm going to need a significant writing sample, and I'm going to need it before the application deadlines in November or December. But it's hard to just jump into one like that and I hadn't planned on it for this semester; I don't even have any idea what I want to write about. I've asked my advisor to meet within the next week, but my stomach hurts at the thought of that much work and pressure right now.