No miracles left

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Mom is in the hospital again. It's bad. It's really bad.

There are blood clots in her lungs, the result of the tumor growing. It never stops, not for long. She's had so many different chemos there are none left to give her. And blood clots call for blood thinners, except there's blood in her brain from the lesions, which blood thinners can only make worse. And she's so weak physically, she can barely stand up. They're trying, they've got her in the hospital to try and monitor her and treat her as best they can. But things are so bad. It would take a miracle for her to recover from this. It probably won't be long now.

Casey and I were supposed to go down to visit not this weekend but the next. But it might be that we just have to go sooner. Christ, I'd go now if it weren't for this damn storm. But all I can do now is sit here, and wait, and think, and pray, and try not to crack. God help us.

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[natbudin.livejournal.com]

*somanyhugs*

[contradictacat.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. My best thoughts and wishes for you and your family. Let me know if there's anything I can do.