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This was okay, but my hopes were a bit higher after Evelyn Hugo, which I really liked. Both were by Taylor Jenkins Reid within her “famous women” universe, so I feel compelled to compare them.

This had a lot going for it— it was well written in the oral history style, with nicely distinctive voices for the characters. It also did a thing that interests me a lot, examine and dramatize the creative process. Often times stories depicting artists just show their art kind of springing fully formed into the world, but this actually told a compelling story about the actual development of the meaningful work. I enjoyed that a lot, particularly when a character makes a creative choice that demonstrates growth in the journey they were on. It especially impressed me because the art in question was music, which is a notoriously difficult thing to write about evocatively. One might as well “dance about architecture,” as they say. And I am so music-ignorant— it’s the huge major gap in my genres of artistic knowledge —that I often have a hard time understanding the way people discuss it. But Reid managed to describe songs and the process of creating them very effectively, such that even my dumb ass felt like I could get a sense of what the work was like.

But I think one of the primary reasons I enjoyed Evelyn Hugo more than Daisy Jones (both the books and the characters) was because Evelyn felt very flawed and human, while Daisy just felt kind of archetypical and one-dimensional. Evelyn fights tooth and nail for things, overcomes real challenges, and has deep human flaws like self-centeredness and toxic ambition that influence her choices and make her feel real and human. Daisy is just superhumanly talented and charismatic and falls ass backwards into basically everything she wants, despite not really trying or working— and the one thing she does want but can’t have, the narrative makes it plain she’s basically already got it in all ways but one, and adds like a PS saying “But she can have it in the end!”

I’m realizing how much I dislike Most Special Boy/Girl in the World narratives. Not stories about people who are special, which of course can be fascinating. But when the whole world seems to be in awe of the character and props them up, with no counterpoint, no human frailty to balance and give it depth, or at least with the idea they did something to earn it in a meaningful way.

I’m also not sure how to feel about the heavy reliance on the art created in-universe being autobiographical. I know why writers writing about artists do that— it’s the easiest way to make the art they’re creating comment on the artist-characters’ journeys. And I can’t say that, as an example of that tactic, it wasn’t executed well. But it’s kind of played out to me and feels a bit lazy, rather than trying to make the in-story art speak to the meta journeys more obliquely or indirectly.

In fact, this story kind of DEPENDED on the artist-characters’ work being OBVIOUSLY autobiographical, that you could literally see what was going on in their lives by their public personas and performances onstage. I know that they were modeled on Stevie Nicks and Lindsay Buckingham, who may actually have been living out a lot of their own romance in their work and performances. But I actually think that plays into a huge fallacy, of artists in general and famous artists in particular, that you can always interpret their work as authentic representations of themselves. Like, Hollywood is super fake, a matter of persona and construction and carefully crafted imagery to capture imaginations and sell records. Just because that rock star is really good at LOOKING like he’s in love when he sings doesn’t mean he is— if he weren’t, he probably wouldn’t be so famous that you’ve heard of him, and can watch him perform with such a high profile. Evelyn Hugo did a much better job of exposing the falseness famous people adopt to build their careers in the public eye, which felt more real to me.
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Was doing the last checks on the Hawking digital shows-- making sure the captions were good, that sort of thing. And it had me listening to the new soundtracks we put in one last time, in hopes that we'll enrich the experience and polish up the production value. And it reminded me just how lucky I am to know and work with a talent like Cari Keebaugh, who chose most of the music in FALLEN WOMEN.

Music and sound aren't my strong point, so when she offered to help me find the right stuff, I was incredibly grateful. Her choices were thoughtful and evocative, showing her deep understanding of the story we're telling. Even her silences were well-considered; when I was handling the music for GENTLEMEN NEVER TELL, I know I struggled with where to underscore and where to let the moment stand alone. The tracks add so much to the experience of the show, and I know it would never have come out as good on my own as it did with her work and her ear. GENTLEMEN's contributes to the energy, humor, and occasional pathos of the piece, but FALLEN's is moody, contemplative, and at times heartbreaking.

Most people would probably think they were doing their friend enough of a favor by being one of the most talented people they've ever worked with. Cari goes above and beyond.
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October Review Challenge, #14 - "What’s a piece of yours you feel got slept on?"

Oh, Christ. All of them.

Okay, kidding. Though I wish people would pay more attention to the stuff I've made. People are really resistant to trying new media. GO OUT AND WATCH AND READ MY STUFF, OKAY? IT'S REALLY GOOD AND I WANT THE ATTENTION ON IT.

Anyway, for real. Among my pieces that I always felt were better than they generally got credit for, I would have to say my cowboy larp, The Stand. I finished it back in 2011, after playing in a western game that I thought had potential but didn't quite live up to what I wanted it to be. I've always liked westerns, even though I think the genre needs updating to tell meaningful stories in the modern day, and I put in an effort to do so in this game. I had been writing larp, alone and in groups, for some time by this point, so my sensibilities were fairly well honed. I came up with some fun mechanics— the way you could travel to various locations to investigate in the surrounding terrain, the little mini game where you could wrangle wild horses. And I wrote some really meaningful story.



The game is set in the late 1840s, during westward expansion and just before the Civil War. There was a lot of interesting stuff about how people use power in a situation where authority and law was what you made it, and how people interacted with war and injustice. I did my best to meaningfully include characters who were Native American, Mexican, and black instead of allowing it the history to be whitewashed, especially given the big political issues of the time period. I had a resolution that one third of each racial group present in the game would play a heroic role, one third would play a villainous one, and one third would be a shade of gray. At the time that seemed fair to me, a way to hold myself accountable, though these days I am very, very cautious about villainizing characters from marginalized groups. And I know I am more educated about racial representation now than I was a decade ago, so I'm sure I made mistakes. If I were ever to run it again, I'd make sure it was carefully edited for any possible failures on that count, but I do recall trying my best. Still, there were a lot of really rich characters in the game, with interesting conflicts, relationships, and mysteries to unravel.

I ran it three times. It was kind of a big game, so I worried about it being hard to fill after that. And while I got a fair bit of positive feedback immediately after, it seemed like it kind of immediately left everybody's mind. Nobody much talked about it afterward, and I don't think anybody ever heard of it by word of mouth. I guess the experience didn't stick, which makes me sad. I'm not exactly sure why. The best I can come up with is that the style of larp was very conventional for narrative "secrets and powers" games, to use Nat's term, and the western genre didn't exactly light a fire under anymore.

Still, I'm quite proud of the game. And I have good memories of it. Haz Harrower-Nakama and Ada Nakama were legally married during one run of it, playing characters who were romantically involved. I got such a kick out of that. And [personal profile] natbudin wrote a song called "Stand and Deliver" from the perspective of central character Malcolm Royce, who was called upon to make a stand against a gang of bandits that were threatening the town. It's a really good song, available now on Blue Sky, Nat's latest album on Bandcamp. Those things are pretty serious honors, so I guess I should count my blessings. It means a lot when people emotionally engage with one's work in any way. It's basically the thing I want most in the world from people.
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I know Beyonce's visual album Lemonade has been out for a while, so there's probably already an obvious answer to this, but could somebody explain something to me about it?



It seems to be universally accepted that based on the content of the album, that she is singing about an incident of Jay-Z cheating on her in real life-- that the incident of infidelity she is singing about is something that actually happened to her with her actual husband.

Can somebody explain to me WHY everyone is so sure that she's singing about her own true experiences? I mean, LITERALLY EVERYBODY seems to accept this as truth; I've never seen a single person question that. But how do we know? What is the reason why we believe that?

It can't just be because she sang about it, right? She's an artist! Not everything an artist says in their art or puts into it is necessarily autobiographical. Just because she's the one singing the song and performing in the video doesn't mean that she isn't playing a character or speaking in the voice of a person other than herself. I'm reminded of how everybody thought that Better Than Ezra's "Beautiful Mistake" meant that guy actually had a dad who walked out on his family, when it reality it was just a story made up for the song. Also, Jay-Z was pretty instrumental in promoting Lemonade and releasing it, so it seems a little odd that he'd have such a chill attitude about it if the piece was all about telling the world he was a cheating jackass. And not that I follow them that closely, but the couple doesn't seem to have much in the way of strife between them, if one of them supposedly betrayed the other.

So... why does no one question that Beyoncé's song is supposed to be about her own life? Is it something in the visual album? Full disclosure: I have not actually watched Lemonade, though it's such a cultural phenomenon I know I should. But I'm so fascinated by this universal agreement on how it's a window in their actual real lives. Can somebody explain it to me?

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Apparently I feel like telling funny stories about my stuff lately!

Today I was asked where the name I use online, and as a sort of "company" name for myself, Breaking Light, came from. I use it to represent myself because I like the sound of it-- for some reason "break" and variations thereof are among my favorite words --and because it has some meaning that's important to me. I see it as evocative of light that bursts through the darkness, a nice metaphor for hope, a concept I've struggled with for a lot of my recent life.

But as to how the actual words first occurred to me? They're a mishearing of a lyric in a Scott Stapp song.

...yeah.

For those who quite understandably don't know who that is, Scott Stapp is the former lead vocalist of a band called Creed. This band no longer exists, and seem to be best known for their weird undertone of Christian rock religiosity and the exceptionally melodramatic character to both their lyrics and the particular performance style Mr. Stapp brought to their songs. Seeing as my taste in music is flatly terrible, of course I kind of liked them and still have a couple of their songs in my iPod. My dear [livejournal.com profile] youareverysmall mocked me mercilessly for it back in the day, as was right and proper, and there's still one song I can't hear without imagining them imitating the ridiculous singing style.

So upon the breakup of Creed, our main man Scott embarked on a solo career, which I gather was not terribly successful as nobody knows who he is outside of Creed. But he released an album where the title track had a fair bit of play on the radio, so while you probably wouldn't know it by name, you might recognize the sound of it if you heard it. I spend a lot of time in the gym, which always tends to constantly have pop stations playing, where I recognized the voice and of course my awful musical tastes kicked in. I found it pleasing enough to pay attention to the song, which is called "The Great Divide." But because Stapp's voice singing voice sounds like he's midway through a transformation into a werewolf, his diction is not always the best. And I misheard "the great divide" in the chorus as "the breaking light," which immediately fired my imagination, and stayed with me to the point where I've adopted it as my branding.

Honestly this happens to me fairly frequently, where I think I hear a song lyric as something that I think is really cool, but it turns out I didn't hear it accurately. But that turns out to be even better, because then it's MINE now, and I'm not stealing from the song. Like in this case, where I got a cool expression!

So, yes. I chose my name from an inaccurate perception of a song in the unremarkable solo career of the former lead singer of an awful Christian rock band. Inspiring!

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I am never more deeply reminded of how little I understand other people as during the holiday season when people listen to albums of basic Christmas standards recorded by popular artists.

What's the appeal? Do you really get some pleasure out of insipid "Jingle Bell Rock" or whatever? Does Mariah Carey singing "All I Want For Christmas Is You" actually stir something in someone? HOW? WHAT EVEN IS THAT PERSON? AM I A SPACE ALIEN, because to me that's like, "Why don't I chew on a plastic soda bottle?" It's not going to hurt you much, but what are you getting out of it? WHAT IS THE APPEAL?
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I've developed a fondness for that silly little pop song by Shakira that is serving as the theme to Zootopia, "Try Everything." Musically it's not that remarkable, and the lyrics are a bit clumsy, but I find I really like the message of it. It encourages you to not only keep working on the things that matter to you, but to accept that failure happens and it's not the end of the world. I particularly like how it acknowledges the continual nature of effort and that we are always going to keep on making new mistakes. It's been a kind of a nice counterpoint to the problem I've been having lately, of beating myself up disproportionately for screw ups.

I've always admired people who are brave enough to just TRY SHIT and see what happens, even if they're risking failure doing it. I've never been that good at experimenting in that way. I wouldn't say I don't put myself out there, but I tend to set goals that are fairly reasonable and then DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER to make sure I hit them. I sometimes worry if that means I don't stretch far enough, or if I stuck with the safe option.

I guess I worry my credibility will be destroyed if I screw something up. I don't think I have a problem with owning when I do something wrong, but I get unreasonably mad at myself when it happens. I guess I'm afraid people won't trust me or believe I can get stuff done if I make mistakes. But everybody makes mistakes, and sometimes the best things are only achievable through trial and error. I'll have to work on getting braver about it.
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Phoebe is sadly not much for music. She has a bit of a tin ear and it is the art form she knows and cares least about. Finding songs she enjoys, much less entire bands, can be tough.

But, as her tastes tend along very noticeable trends, there's a surefire way to get her to like a song can be laid out-- scientifically! Combine:

1. A bunch of emo white dudes together. Maybe one white chick.
2. Lots of electric guitar riffs
3. Persistent love-and-war motifs in the lyrical imagery, that are either/both
- 3a. somewhat pedestrian
- 3b. inscrutable in meaning
4. Coarse-voiced male vocalist
- 4a. Bonus points if there's parts with incoherent screaming
5. Emotionally overwrought edging to the point of absurdity
6. Sounds vaguely the same as every other song the band plays

There is a reason I never have music playing when you get into the car with me. I'm pretty embarassed by my playlists because of their remarkable resemblance to everything listed above.
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I've undertaken a new project lately, one I'm kind of surprised to see myself working on. While modeling, I happened to comment to one of the photographers I was working for that I was a playwright. He said he was a musician who has always wanted to write a musical, might that be something I'd be interested in collaborating on? We talked about it a bit, and it seemed like we'd be able to work together, so we're given it a shot!

I mentioned back in October that I'd been wanting to work on a story that was outside my typical milieu, about somebody other than my usual white cishet subjects. The story of Lillian Holland, a character from my thesis play Mrs. Loring, sprang to mind, as in a conversation with [livejournal.com profile] iagotolycus we decided that she'd burn down part of the mental hospital, run away to Chicago, and found a speakeasy jazz club. I decided to go for it with this, and proposed a project about a young black girl named Josie trying to make it in the big city in the 1920s, in which Lillian is a supporting character. My collaborator, whose name is Troy, liked the 20s-era musical styles like jazz and big band, so that's what we're going with. I like the idea of a putting forth a story with a WOC lead, plus a diverse supporting casts including women, queers, and other people of color. It's something new for me as well as something different for the musical theater canon, and we'll be creating substantial roles for black actors. This week I outlined the plot, and while it will almost certainly need some tweaking, I mostly have the structure of the story nailed down.

I'm surprised to find myself working on a musical. They're far from my favorite form of theater, and I know next to nothing about music. But it seems like it's a lot more similar than I thought it would be to writing a straight play. Troy is very serious about seeing this get put on, so I'm happy to be part of a show that's likely to see production. As Steph said, "You're going to get famous from writing musicals and you're going to hate it."

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Phoebe, you can't write a ballet.

Why would you want to write a ballet? I mean, yeah, you love ballet, and have a strong tendency of when you see an example of an art done well it usually makes you want to run home and MAKE YOUR OWN VERSION JUST AS AWESOME AS THAT ONE, but seriously. You are a writer, and writing only has the most passing involvement in the creation of a ballet! Usually somebody strings together some vague semblance of a plot and a handful of recognizable characters to facilitate the soloists that is barely discernible if you haven't read the program and completely drops out in favor of "And now they celebrate!" or "And now they mourn!" for the entirety of the third act. Thats why they usually just steal from Shakespeare or fairy tales anyway, so nobody has to write much. And the point of a ballet is to see the dancing and hear the music. The people who really make ballets are the composer and the choreographer, neither of which you have the skill to be, so why do you want to make a thing that even if you made it would be missing so many fundamental pieces that it'd be like you didn't make anything at all? And it's not like you don't have a thousand things you shouldn't be writing instead.

And you especially don't want to write the ballet you're thinking of. Because you'd probably need a composer who was familiar with African traditional music and a huge corp of dancers who were trained in both African dance and classical ballet. I doubt they'd be easy for you to sign on. And it's probably impossible to dance like that when you need big animal masks and headdresses and stuff and people would probably just ask why you felt the need to write Lion King fan fiction in ballet form.

Why am I cursed with ideas I can do nothing with?

(Still. I would totally go see a ballet like that.)



...think they could do ballet in those getups?

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Yesterday I went to the Gosman dance studio with Charlotte and Carolyn and had a great time working on the Avengers-themed dance piece idea. I had all these ideas, images of what the dance would look like as I listened to the music, but I was having a hard time figuring out how to externalize those images into something physical. Charlotte and Carolyn were amazing with that. I'd tell them "blah blah random thing I was thinking for this section," and they'd be like, "Oh, what about this?" and bust out some really cool moves that worked both in a practical sense and the idea I was trying to get at. It was a blast, and they are super-creative. They worked together on Charlotte's independent study in dance, and did an amazing job, and they were just as amazing here. 

We worked on I'm Alive by Shinedown, which I decided that the arrogant tone could only be suited to Iron Man. I thought it might be fun to have the song show that character bullying the Bruce Banner character into stepping up, getting involved in the hero game. I thought Carolyn would make the cutest Iron Man dancer, and I've already got some great ideas for her costume. But between the three of us-- mostly me babbling semi-coherently, and the two of them translating it into dance --we worked out the first forty-five seconds of the song! And it's good stuff, too. I'm incredibly pleased. We need to work out when we can do it again, because I am feeling incredibly energized to work on this. 

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I finally bit the bullet and bought an alumni gym membership at Brandeis's Gosman Athletic Center. Until very recently the only criteria for admission was to flash a student ID at the kid sitting at the table by the door, and since I still have an ID that looks current, it was not obvious that I was no longer a student. I got away with doing that for over two years, until they switched the entrance policy to having to scan said ID in a card reader before you could be admitted. My ID is long since deactivated, so that was the end of that particular scam. An alumni gym membership costs a hundred and seventy-five dollars, which if you break that down on a per-month basis like most gyms is a great deal. It's just that my budget is tight enough that dropping that much money all at a shot is kind of painful. But I'm glad I did it, because I can start going again.

What I did with the very first day of my new membership is to commandeer the excellent dance studio and dance for an hour. I practiced ballet, and I also made my first real, solid progress on my choreography idea. I've been unable to get the idea of putting together an Avengers-themed dance production set to certain songs on the film soundtrack, with each dancer representing a different character, and even though it's kind of a silly idea I feel inspired and energized about it. So I want to see if I can do it. [livejournal.com profile] katiescarlett29 and I are looking into venues and everything. But after about an hour of noodling around listening to Comeback by Redlight King, one of my favorites on the soundtrack and clearly the Captain America song, I hammered out about thirty seconds of solid choreography that I feel good about. I just kind of danced improvisationally, doing whatever came naturally as I listened, and then took whatever came out nicely (re: non-clumsily) I worked on refining into a series of steps. A slow, undisciplined process, perhaps, as I danced for about an hour and only came out with thirty seconds I could use, but it's only a three-minute-thirty-second song, so I just need to do that six more times, right? ;-)

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Saw Secretariat this week and really enjoyed it. He's always been my favorite racehorse. As great racehorses go, people tend to disagree whether Secretariat or Man O' War was the greatest of all time. Man O' War had the better, more consistent record of winning races, but I have always preferred Secretariat because when it came to sheer equine speed, he was beyond any other horse that ever lived.

Big Red, you see, was impossible. He was capable of moving at speeds that, before him, people had believed no horse could. He was strangely fickle about unleashing that speed; his winning record was far from perfect, since some days he just wouldn't break it out. But still, he could sprint so fast that he could hang back at the rear of the pack and explode forward for the win. He was what was known as a pace stalker, a horse that just barely matched the speed of his opponents for the majority of a race and then kicked into gear to beat them at the end. The kind of speed he opened up with broke records that have never been equaled-- he won the mile-and-a-half Belmont by a shocking thirty-one lengths. The announcer yelled out at the time, "He is moving like a tremendous machine!" He really was, after all. When they autopsied him after his death, they found he had an enormous twenty-two pound heart, which people theorize delivered so much more oxygenated blood to his muscles than any of his competitors. He was a freak. He was a miracle.

It's a good film, well-made and interesting to watch. The dialogue was a bit cheesy in places, but they didn't squishify the horse too much and the dramatic tension built during the races was awesome. I spoke with Jared afterward about it. He'd also liked it but he said he was a bit weirded out by their choice to play "Oh, Happy Day" over the last few strides of Red's Belmont win, jokingly asking if they were saying the horse was Jesus. I laughed that no, but I still found it an appropriate song-- that too was impossible, and yet. It was a really beautifully set up shot up, too, with silence as Red went into the curve and then bursting into the song as he exploded into the final stretch. Very beautiful, and about a truly amazing animal.


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Sunday I went to see [livejournal.com profile] usernamenumber in the MTG’s production of Jesus Christ Superstar. I attended the Sunday matinee, and Bernie and Plesser were good enough to accompany me. I enjoyed Evil Dead there very much, and I know now that I should never miss a chance to see Brad act and/or sing onstage.

The production was decent and I enjoyed it, but it had issues. To put on my critic hat, as I threatened Brad I would, the biggest problem for me and the one that kind of pervaded the whole show was that the sound levels were really off. I had a very hard time hearing the singers over the band, which unfortunately made it harder to appreciate everyone’s performance. Judas was a good actor as well as a good singer, but he particularly got lost volume-wise. Brad of course was amazing, easily my favorite performance in the show. He has such a rich, strong voice, and I very much enjoyed how he conveyed the peculiar conflict of Pontius Pilate, particularly when he exploded with frustrated rage when the man he was trying to spare would do nothing to save himself. I also had no idea that [livejournal.com profile] wired_lizard could dance, and my compliments on her really fun costume work!

My favorite scene was the scourging of Jesus. They had a very clever, visually striking way of doing it. They had Pilate stand on a higher level than everyone else, cracking his whip and counting the lashes, as Jesus was seized by the arms and turned away from the audience, so that the ensemble could run downstage, dip their hand in a bowl of blood, and smack their bloody fingers against Christ’s back in time with each of Pilate’s strokes. I thought that was an incredibly clever way to do that. Other highlights include Greg Lohman’s really fun performance as Herod (his song is one of my favorites from the show) amid girls dressed as sexy security guards, and the tiny Asian guy with the BIG BASS VOICE playing Caiaphas.

I wish I could see it with Jared and hear what he thought. He's a big fan of the musical, and while I saw the movie a million years ago, I didn't remember it all that well. He and I had an interesting conversation as to how the musical is ambiguous about whether or not it sees Christ as truly divine. As for the group I went with, Plesser was the only one of us with real familiarity with the music. He was sorry that Pilate's Dream was played electric instead of acoustic. I was just glad that they did Superstar justice. And though I'm not sure I agree with every stylistic choice made by Andrew Lloyd Weber, I find his adaptation of them material very interesting. Recasting Jesus as a sixties-style revolutionary is a great idea because he really was a revolution. Religiously, socially, politically, ideaologically revolutionary. He did what every great social reformer means to do: he changed the world. And after all, as I've always said regarding the saga of Christ-- even if you don't believe it, you gotta admit, it's the greatest story ever.


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Because I can't be bothered to follow any news sources on these things and don't listen to much radio, I had no idea the Goo Goo Dolls, despite being my favorite band, have had a single I've never heard out since last year, and have just released a new single for an album they're planning to put out at the end of August. Huh. I guess the upshot of not staying on top of these things is once in a while I get a nice surprise.

"Real" evidently was made specially for the 2008 Olympics and has never been collected on any album. I like it a lot, and probably will listen to it on loop for a whileas is my wont when I find a new song I like, but I find it a bit... generic for them. Like, exactly to my taste, but it sounds very typically Goo Goo Dolls, similar to lots of other stuff they did. I like that sound a great deal, but it isn't really anything particularly unique or special as far as they go. I'm not disappointed, but I remember how stirred I was by pretty much EVERYTHING on "Let Love In," and I hope that can happen with this new one.

"Home" I can't tell if I like yet. All that exists on YouTube is concert recordings which I kind of hate because the sound quality is low and all messed up by the screaming crowd-- although I was highly amused by the one I listened to including Johnny Rzeznik telling people to go download bootlegs of the song off the internet, and then thanking the "d-bags" who were recording this because it would get him in trouble with his record company for basically encouraging them all to steal their music. Point is, though, that I really couldn't tell from that if I liked the song. The snippet available on iTunes makes me optimistic, but it's so short I'm not sure I can pass judgment yet. I should probably buy it anyway, but I hate spending money on songs I'm not sure about.

Also, Johnny, I love you, but you are not allowed to have any more songs with "turn you inside out" as the second line in the lyrics.

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Perhaps because of the rain finally letting up, or perhaps because I am sipping a lovely cup of my newly restocked pretenious chai blend from Teavana, I am feeling light in spirits today. This has translated to my being quite productive this morning, which pleases me immensely and makes me feel even better.

Yesterday was a nice day despite the rain. I went with Bernie to run some errands for Caesar; among other places we hit the fabric store, which I always enjoy going to because of all the neat little notions. My dad is in town for work, so afterward he, my brother, his girlfriend, and myself all went out to dinner at the Union Street Oyster House. I've always loved that place, the seafood is fantastic. Jared sadly could not join us, but it was a nice time anyway. Afterward I attended the Hold Thy Peace coffeehouse for Julius Caesar, which Jared had organized and was emceeing. It was a lovely time spent with friends and HTPers showcasing their talents. The highlight of the evening for me was the guitar playing of Jonathan Plesser. It turns out he's a talented songwriter, who not only composed a hilarious love song about typically awkward Brandeis social interactions, but also a beautiful song from the point of view of his character Damon in To Think of Nothing. I was incredibly touched that he was inspired by the show; it really meant a lot to mean to hear it. So thank you, Jonathan, for sharing  that with me. :-)

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So I've thought about it, and I don't think I will be getting any additional ear piercings any time soon. I talked to Jared about it and he wasn't crazy about the idea. He made a good point that I'm endeavoring to cultivate a classic look, and multiple ear holes looks cool but it can easily slip into tacky and juvenile. [livejournal.com profile] blendedchaitea walks that line well and I still think hers are stylish, but I'm not sure sure I would be able to wear them as well. And it probably isn't a good idea to put permanent holes in my body if I'm not even sure I want them. So for now, I'll stick with what I have. I can't really undo them once they're done, but I can always get them later if I'm ever more certain about wanting them.

Going to the Boston Symphony Orchestra tonight. Not sure what to expect. I must confess, music is the one significant gap in my cultural awareness. Other than listening to songs I like on my iPod, I'm not all that interested in it, and I'm certainly not educated about anything classical. But Steph and Walter have been wanting to go, and Bernie asked me to come with him, so I figured I'd give it a try. Honestly I'm a little afraid of falling asleep during the performance and embarrassing my companions with my boorishness. I wonder which is worse-- passing out, or keeping from passing out by spending the entire evening playing on one's iPhone? ;-) I'm a Philistine, I know. Feel free to shun me for it.
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Bleh, that Lady Gaga Bad Romance song is stuck in my head, waaaaah... get it out. As Frances described it, it has lots of sounds that are "fascinating and satisfying" in it but I'm not sure I like the song as a whole entity. And the video is MADNESS and has, like, nothing to do with the song and I can't decided if I find it cool and interesting or weird-for-the-sake-of-weird off-putting or if I think La Gaga herself is a gorgeous sexy supermodel or a creepy crazy twisted freak. Gaaaah, get Bad Romance out of my heeeeeeead....


breakinglight11: (Joker Phoebe 2)

I have just discovered the song "Diary of Jane" by Breaking Benjamin, and I've absolutely fallen in love with it. It's exactly up my alley, hard-edged rock with a story lurking just under the lyrics sung by a coarse-voiced male vocalist. Ahhh, I love it so, and I've listened to it approximately a hundred times since I found it the other day on Pandora.

Went out shopping with my mom. Bought some home stuff I needed, like an oven thermometer and a special cleaner to make my All-Clad beautiful again, but also hit the bookstore. Got a new blank notebook to use for writing down recipes-- I like to write them out in my own words so I know I understand them, and it's nice to be able to take places with me in case I want to cook stuff for people --and a couple of C.S. Lewis books I've been wanting to read forever. I got Surprised by Joy, his autobiography of his coming to Christianity, and A Grief Observed, a collection of essays working through his grief over the death of his wife. I find him such a fascinating man, in addition to being one of my all-time favorite writers, so I'm delighted to have gotten a hold of these. I will probably be posting my reactions to them as and after I read them.

breakinglight11: (Cordelia)

I read something really cool today. Apparently on "Britain's Got Talent," a TV show where British people show off their performative talents, there was an unlikely woman named Susan Boyle. She's a forty-eight-year-old woman from a tiny village in Scotland, as unworldly and old-fashioned as they come. She's kind of homely and she wore very dated clothes. To say the judges and everyone in the audience didn't take her seriously when she first came out is an understatement-- they rolled their eyes, they sneered, Simon Cowell spoke to her with exquisite condescenion. But she sang with the voice of an angel, and by the end of her song, everyone was crying and cheering for how beautiful her song was. She wowed the judges and now the public, everyone is so impressed with what this unlikely little lady could do. I'll bet she's going to get a recording deal now, and realize her dream of being a singer.

You really can't judge a book by it's cover.

This makes me so happy. God bless her.

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