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A number of friends recently got the good news that they were cast in Theatre@First's upcoming production of Pride and Prejudice! Jared will be playing the role of Mr. Bingley, the handsome, amiable friend and foil to the acerbic Mr. Darcy. [livejournal.com profile] twilighttremolo has been cast in the role of Jane Bennett, the sister of the heroine Elizabeth and the lady with whom Mr. Bingley falls in love. And [livejournal.com profile] in_water_writ will be featured in the dancing ensemble. I'm looking forward to see how the show turns out; Jared hasn't done much non-classical theater before. I think To Think of Nothing is his only contemporary piece, and that tries to emulate the much older style! So it'll be neat to hear him in something non-Shakespearean. The performances are at the Somerville Theater on March 23rd, 24th, and 30th at 8PM and then March 31st at 2PM. I hope you all can join me in coming out to see them!
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I turned in my first packet of assignments for grad school last night. I am pretty relieved, as I had a tough time buckling down to do it even though I had plenty of time. I think it's because it's been so long since I had to do academic work; I guess I'm lucky I went back to school after only two years, or else it might have been even harder. But I'm okay with the quality of the work I generated. The creative writing itself was tough because of how hard it always is for me when I start a project because I have to rather than because I've been inspired. So the stuff I made was a lot more forced and a lot less satisfactory to me than it might have been had I gone in with an idea. Still, I guess anything that gets out on the page is better than nothing. Yesterday was good for me because Tegan came over to hang out for the day, and she worked on a project while I did my homework. Her company was lovely, it was nice to catch up with her as I haven't seen her in a while, as having her there working on something with me helped me get into a productive mindset.

I'd love to be able to chill out about school for a while, but I really should get right to work on my work for my independent study in blank verse. The first deadline for that is the 20th, so I probably should have started on it already. I guess I was just having such a difficulty focusing on the stuff with the earlier due date I didn't think I could afford to work on additional stuff at the same time. A wee bit nervous about that because of how I'll need to work on learning to identify meter and stresses in poetry; I have for some reason I can't fathom had a hard time with that in the past, so I'm afraid I will make mistakes that won't be acceptable at a graduate level. We'll see, I need to get over my trepidation and just dig into whatever the assignment is; I haven't look at it in a month and I can't remember. And then not long after that I'll have to hand in the second primary assignment packet. That one will have to include the first draft of a ten minute play. I guess I'd better start brainstorming what the hell that's going to be about, as at the moment I can't think of anything that would sustain even something of that length.

For somebody who thinks of herself as a writer, I often have an incredibly hard time writing.
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Day five: six things you wish you'd never done.

1. I wish I'd never gotten involved with Alain. I am still ashamed I let someone treat me that way.

2. I regret all the times I lost my temper at people who didn't deserve it, but just happened to be in the way during times of upset for me.

3. I wish I'd written a thesis, preferably a creative writing one. I was so busy I thought I didn't need the extra work, but now I wish I had it under my belt.

4. I wish I'd stuck a little more closely to my athletic diet and exercise regime. Maybe not quite so extreme as I was for my sanity's sake. Still, it might have put extra strain on my mindset, but my body was amazing.

5. I wish I'd fought harder on the behalf of Tegan and Kathryn to move into Elsinore two and a half years ago. I think it would have been better for all parties involved.

6. Though it's finally worked out to an acceptable conclusion, I regret a casting decision in Hamlet that led to a person who caused a lot me a lot of pain coming into my life. I think if I hadn't cast that person, they never would have been in that position.

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Again I am forcefully reminded of how much against my nature it is to hope. In trying again at something at which I failed in the past, I have to really fight to keep the fear of it happening all over again from paralyzing me. I confess I have no hope of this time being any different. But I am reminding myself again and again that there can only be a chance if I try.

Yesterday I didn't get much done, but instead I was pleasantly surprised by an afternoon and evening of socializing. [livejournal.com profile] twilighttremolo mentioned on Facebook that she had Thursday off and planned to be in Waltham for the day, was anyone available to hang out? Having not much seen her or gotten to spend any real time with her lately, I asked if she might be interested in afternoon tea. We had a lovely time chatting over Earl Grey, and I learned that she is adapting an early gothic novel into dramatic form for the BORG play this upcoming semester. I can't wait to see what she does with it. It was very nice getting to spend so much time talking with her, AND I got a chance to use my lovely bone china tea set that Jared gave me. :-) Afterward, our little tea party expanded to include [livejournal.com profile] katiescarlett29, [livejournal.com profile] in_water_writ, and Bernie in what was described as a "social katamari ball" and we all went out for a nice dinner at Watch City. Bernie had to run a little bit early, so I took the rest of us back to my place for BSCF. The night went a bit later than I would have wanted, but it was a very nice time with very good company, so I am pleased.

I am trying to keep from worrying. I need to stay relaxed, and just do my best to deal with all the things on my plate. Nice days like yesterday help.
breakinglight11: (Tired Fool)
Feeling disjointed and strange today, but better than I was. Sometimes life just doesn't let up on you. Some stuff this weekend came at very poor timing given how much else I have to stress me out right now. Times like this I feel completely ill-equipped to deal with my life. But I'm not quite so down today, so perhaps I'll be able to accomplish things in spite of it.

I am drinking tea to keep myself settled. I think it's helping me stay relaxed. I see I'm almost out of my Teavana chai blend. I like it a lot, but I don't think I'll be replenishing it anytime soon. My budget is very tight right now, so all non-necessary expeditures need to be put on hold for a while. I was just hit with a couple of financial obligations in a row which add up to being a little more than I can comfortably manage. If nothing else, as soon as possible I want to be able to pay back [livejournal.com profile] twilighttremolo for her part when she almost moved in with us way back when; I feel really bad about how long she's been out that money.

Tonight will be a night for getting things done. I have nowhere to be, so I am planning on staying in. I haven't cooked in ages, and I think that might be a nice thing to do tonight. That, I hope, will be good for my health, my stress level, and my pocketbook. Don't know what I'll make yet, but something warm and comforting seems appropriate. Maybe a soup or stew. 

I am planning on meeting with Bernie before his campaign tonight, and over dinner we will plan out the rest of the show. Rehearsal went well enough last night, but there was a scene I just didn't know how to block to achieve the effect I desired, and I felt like there was a moment where the things I said were being ignored, which was just a little too much for me given how stressed I've been. But I took a minute, decided we'd put the tough part on hold, and we all moved on to do some very good work. But for Thursday I want to know exactly what we're going to do, so by the end of this week the entire show will be completely blocked.

When it's time for Bernie to go to his game, I will work on the character sheet due for the Labor Wars meeting tomorrow until I finish it. I've made a decent chunk of progress already, but I need to get it done before tomorrow. I meant to finish on Friday night, while many of my typical companions were at [livejournal.com profile] lightgamer's Four-Color Supers game, but I got sick and went to bed so early that I wasted my free evening. So that has to happen tonight.

So yeah. I feel blah right now, but not so down. That's something. I can use this to move forward.
breakinglight11: (Cavalier Fool)

The next week and a half promise to be intense for me. We're starting full run-throughs for Romeo and Juliet tonight, for which our call is at 6:30PM and, particularly when we move into the theater on Sunday, we go as late as we have to. I'm pretty excited to be at this point, all I need is a bit more brushing up on my lines and I think I'm good to go, so at least it'll be fun even if it'll be a lot of work. I'd better plan to bring food and things to work on during the downtime, so make the best use of spending the whole evening there. The one thing I'm concerned about is that since I'm working now and have to get up earlier than I did last semester, I won't be able to stay extremely late to get things done that still need finishing during tech week, something I've done for every previous show. Yeah, I know others can step up this time, but the reason I always did it previously is because so few others ever did. I really hope somebody else steps up this time around, 'cause I don't think I can push it.

I guess we're close enough that it's time to do the plug. And so, without further ado,

HOLD THY PEACE presents
William Shakespeare's
ROMEO AND JULIET

Directed by ELANA FRIEDLAND
Produced by TEGAN KEHOE
Stage Managed by MAC MAGRUDER and EMILY BAUM

In the Carl J. Shapiro Theater at Brandeis University
October 22nd-24th at 8PM
October 25th at 2PM

Featuring JARED HITE as Lord Capulet
and PHOEBE ROBERTS as Count Paris

Come see me kiss a girl and do my manly walk. :-)
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After several days of comfortable purposeful isolation, I emerged from my solitude this weekend to do several things with several people. Saturday I headed over to the new place of [info]bronzite and [info]pezzonovante to try and help with the move-in. I baked ginger molasses cookies, bought jugs of lemonade, and brought a bottle of wine as a housewarming gift, as that is what Italians do when somebody moves into a new place. As it happened, quite a few people came out to help John and Tom deal with all their stuff, and there ended up being too many cooks in the kitchen. I was sorry I couldn't be more help, but hey, cookies and wine are a contribution, right? I considered hanging around out of the way in case there was something I could do, but I wasn't loving how this one girl I didn't know who was there was barking orders at everyone, so I decided to just clear out and not have to deal or be a hindrance. Hope everything ultimately went well.

In the evening Marissa and [info]morethings5 came over to hang and have dinner with me. I really enjoyed the last time we did that and wanted to see them sometime, as well as with all the kosher people gone I wanted to eat with people who would let me cook something really trayf. So I made pork chops in sauteed apples and onions with rosemary corn cake and brussels sprouts. I was incredibly pleased with how the chops came out, mostly because I remembered that pork is best when it's brined before you work with it. It's a very lean meat that has a tendency to dry out, so letting it soak in a salt and herb solution will keep it juicy after you cook it. This is also a useful technique for turkey, which has a similar problem, so I'll actually be able to use this cooking technique with my regular dinner crowd. It was also really nice to talk to them, both them together and just Marissa after Kindness went home. I don't think I've ever had a chance to really talk with just her before, and I was always sorry about that because I've always felt that she was the kind of person I could tell things to. I hope I can entice her out to Waltham again sometime soon. I'll have to figure out another tasty dinner.

The next day I met [info]twilighttremolo for sort-of lunch and for wandering around Waltham. She is another friend I've wanted to spend real time with and get to know better, and I had a really nice time doing that yesterday. I wasn't quite sure what I would say going into things-- I have a tendency to worry I will be holding people prison to conversation they're not really interested in --but she was very easy to talk to, and I very much liked doing it. One of my favorite things to do with somebody is walk around talking about things, so it was nice for me to just wander through the suburban parts around here. Good exercise, good time, and with good company. I will have to see that this happens more often.
 

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This casting wasn't easy. It took several hours to get through, and there were a bunch of people we really weren't sure about. I was pleased to see how much our hard work paid off. Many of you have Jared to thank. He took a lot care with this, and fought for a lot of castings that ended up working really well, such as Zachariah and Kevin. As in many such situations, we balanced each other fairly well-- he made sure I considered all the possibilities before making a choice, and I made sure we started nailing some possibilities down so we could move forward.

This is a fairly easy to run game. There isn't a huge amount that has to be adjudicated by GMs, so mostly jared and I got to run around and watch the awesome stuff you guys do as players. That's always a lot of fun. I apologize for the errors and typos in the sheets. I printed them over the last break when I was at home, and the Google doc versions were the only ones I had access to, and they were not the most up-to-date and perfect. What I need to do is check over the real versions and then copy them into every place I store them so they're all the same. Mostly this was just annoying; I worry it may have caused some trouble for [info]twilighttremolo, and if so I profusely apologize, especially since I really liked how she acted that character.

As for the run itself, it was unlike either of the previous two in many ways. First of all, two of the major bodies making up significant parts of the Good and Evil sides (or, at least Less Evil and Evil sides) identified each other from very early on. In all previous, they seemed to guard their secret identities for much, much longer, until the last hour of the game. This makes a lot of difference, as it is to either of these two sides that the rest of the game is supposed to gravitate, which results in a huge polarization by the end of the game. This polarization both occurred earlier than expected and didn't coalesce as completely, so there were lots of clashes that couldn't exactly resolve since the killing mechanic kicked in after the two sides had identified each other. There have never been so many mass combats in one run as there were in this one. It resulted in the highest death toll we've ever had at nine characters, fully one third of the game. The good/less bad side seemed to have had the upper hand very early, but then swung in the bad guy's favor for nearly the rest of the game. Simultaneously, it seemed that the elements that would have finished things did not get together until extremely late. It didn't get really pulled out by Good until literally two minutes until I was going to call game wrap.
 
This run also highlighted how it common it is for it not to occur to players to interact with their environment. A number of pieces of information can only be gleaned by examining the particular features of Wonderland, and unfortunately not many of the characters who needed to gather information that way thought to do so. I've learned in my experience that if a GM takes the time to indicate the places in the world of the game, those places have some significance to them. The one player who really investigated things to his advantage was Zachariah Lieberman. I really enjoyed this guy, both as a larper and as a person; he really got into character and he was extremely friendly and enthusiastic about everything. I hope he comes around to events more often. 

Just some random observations follow. Thus far [info]bronzite has played the big bad who came the closest to winning in the end. I gave him the role because the bad guys have yet to come out on top in this game, and I figured if anybody could do it, he could. I was really impressed with him, both his strategizing and his acting of the part. As he said, he and [info]teenyweenyowen are war gamers by default, so in that respect it was quite the clash of the strategic titans. I was quite pleased with the characterization of [info]elenuial, who very much nailed the spirit of the personality. Adina and Marissa did an amazing job was their characters, who have possibly the most difficult job in the game. Ryan played the main character, who we cast on a hunch that he'd be good at it and like it, since nobody else was really jumping out at us, and we really really glad. Other gamers who did cool, interesting things were Thorin, Shannon, Randy, and, well, pretty much everyone in the whole shebang.

By and large, Jared and I were incredibly happy with how the game ran. We're also very interested in hearing the story and opinions of the players, so don't hestitate to let us know how things were for you. This game is really my baby, and I'm so glad that it was enjoyed.

Next up: the Saturday morning run of Oz

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In one of my literature classes, Professor Flesch is in as a guest speaker, talking about the possibility that Claudius and Gertrude may have had an affair before Hamlet Sr. died, and therefore the chance that Hamlet was actually the son of Claudius. I am amused and interested.

Light night I experimented with the vegan dishes that [info]jh1230 enjoyed so much when his professor from last semester threw a class dinner. We made artichoke pie, carrot and pear soup, and [info]witticaster handled the mocha cake. Jared and I had to wrestle with the old Cuinsinart when it came to the soup, but it worked out in the end, and he was a really big help putting that together. As for the artichoke dish, hey, I've never met a pie I couldn't tackle. I was impressed with Mac's baking skills; cakes are hard to make from scratch. She also whipped up the most perfect homemade icing, which is something I always have a hard time pulling off. While normally I don't really feel satisfied without some kind of animal protein, I liked this dinner. It made me feel much better about having [info]lightgamer and [info]twilighttremolo. They're such good company I wanted to show them a good time. I don't know how often I can make myself leave out any kind of meat dish, but I'm wondering if I shouldn't work on adding really substantial vegetarian dishes that complement the carnivorous main one, so it's still a full meal if you don't eat meat.
 

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Well, this is my first post since I have returned to Waltham for the summer. Getting here was a hell of a lot more difficult than I thought it would be, given the sudden arising of housing snags the week before we were supposed to move in. We were originally going to have a group of seven living in the house this summer, but the landlord insisted we keep the number down to five, so we had to scramble to figure out who was staying and who was going to have to find another place to live. Tegan and her friend whom I don't really know very graciously bowed out, leaving Mac, Sheena, Dave, David, and myself. I can't get over how reasonable and accommodating Tegan was the whole time, she really did the rest of us a solid. I'm very glad to hear she's already found a place she likes. We were worried about her, but it looks like she's going to be okay. We were also unsure of whether or not the landlord would let us stay the night on the first night. Fortunately everything got cleaned in time for him to be okay with it, but I have to say it bothered me, considering our lease said we were to take possession on the 1st. And seeing as I had work the next day, I needed to be in there.

So all day yesterday was spent moving in. Thanks to the efforts of those mentioned above, my parents, and a very kind Bernie and Alex, all the furniture I brought with me got set up. That means my bedroom set and the couches and things I brought for the living room. Not all of my smaller things are unpacked yet, but at least my room is set up. It was nice, but still strange to be in there. It doesn't quite feel like my place yet. That'll come with time and settling in. The place is nice and clean, and we're starting to make it ours. I think we'll end up being very comfortable there, and we'll have a good time having people over for things like dinner and gaming.

Speaking of gaming...

One benefit of having fewer people in the house is that we have significantly more space. One of the rooms that was going to be occupied as a bedroom is now empty and at our disposal. So, we have decided to turn it into a gaming lounge. :-) My dad wanted to get rid of the enormous television set in our basement at home-- ten years old but in perfect working order --so the thing is now in one of the basement rooms of the house, along with a Wii, and I think soon to be a PS2 as well. We'd also like to put comfy things to sit on down there so maybe it would be a nice place for campaigns to happen as well.

Right now, I'm at my first day of my summer day job, office assistant in the Computer Science Department at Brandeis. There has been so little to do thus far that, frankly, I'm kind of uncomfortable with the feeling that I'm doing something wrong.

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